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 From:  StephenS  
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37967.1 

.... the internet done to me?

 

Maybe its best I stop using he net. I not the same person in the real world as I am in the internet world.

 

What is the internet and why is it here. Why are people using it?
Is it killing humanity?

 

Im getting bullied in House Music Lovers room on SoulSeek.
A normal person would leave and never go back.
My lonelyness keeps me going back there. I even Alt and Tab when im playing GRID to see what been typed.

 

Help me I dont know what to do. Its affecting me not only in the mind, but physically now.
Its the same people its the same crap.
I need help with the internet.
This forum was the first forum i was crap in.
I dont know what it is. Im normal in real life, but online different person.

 

Its a behind locked doors thing. Im certainly different in my own flat compared to what im like when i walk out the door. This normal?

http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  StephenS  
 To:  StephenS     
37967.2 In reply to 37967.1 

Every waking momment is just images of what the idiots type.
Its constant.

 

Something happened March 09. These idiots found out my address and one person came to my door. Well the door entry outside on the street.
All happened when I kept typing "chop chop" in the chat room.
And the others goaded him into coming round. he lives in Beith, Mains Avenue. (TiNNiE).
What kind of person would do that? Respond to something in a chat room and drive several miles to a strangers address. Insane.
Why would they do that?

 

Iv now changed slsk username and removed HML room from my auto join list. I cant take it anymore.
Its beginning to consume me and take over my normal life as ai cant stop thinking about it.
I dont know what to do.
Is this a new phenemiunon in todays internet culture/society?

 

But like I said earlier, most people would have stayed away from the room.
I care too much.
The room has went completely downhill. 50% of the chatters are gone, leaving ONLY the idiots.

http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  patch  
 To:  StephenS     
37967.3 In reply to 37967.2 
You have a personality disorder. And we've heard it all before.

Though, congratulations on your spelling of phenomenon.
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 From:  StephenS  
 To:  patch     
37967.4 In reply to 37967.3 

Before the net, all was ok. Pre 99.

 

After the net 1999+. Well I treat the net like a game.

 

My prob? disorder.

 

untapped problem I have. many others have it too?

http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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Message 37967.5 deleted 23 May 2015 20:41 by 53NORTH

 From:  Peter (BOUGHTONP)  
 To:  StephenS     
37967.6 In reply to 37967.1 
If you're not unhappy with how you are, stop worrying about it. I think it's safe to say everyone acts differently in different places, to some degree or another, and certainly the Internet brings out different personalities/aspects of people.
(I don't have enough history/knowledge to compare to pre-Internet days... I guess magazine letters pages could have been a similar phenomenon, but I don't know by how much.)

If you are unhappy with how you are, visit a professionally trained medical advisor and see what they say (i.e. talk to your doctor). They can help you.

If you get people turning up outside your house and harassing you, call the police.
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 From:  StephenS  
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I know for a fact the people here are hard working types that dont get into trouble. I kinda like that ilck of people.

 

Iv never been in trouble with the Police and generaly do good.

http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  StephenS  
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What is the ineternet and WHY do we do it?

 

Why is it here?
Whats its purpose?
Whats its point?
Its dosent belong here.

http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  StephenS  
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So sad.

 

What I actaully did to "try" and spite them or whatever.
I opened soulseek, joined HML room , put u/l to 0 and go play online games. Then came back and read the crap they select few morons had typed about me. Unreal.
Sad I know.
Kinda addiction in a funny way.
But these people see it as some sort of entertainment.

 

Seriously, iv had a chat with myself. Time to stop entering the room and opening a chat with said morons.
I dont like getting bullied.
For my own good.

http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  StephenS  
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I feel good already.
No slsk all day yesterday. My head is clear.

 

Much like the time I went offline in 09, and bought an Xbox360.

 

Im thinking of buying a console again, and seriously considering selling all my main PC.

http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  Kenny J (WINGNUTKJ)  
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTUIHK7gHRE


Kenny
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 From:  StephenS  
 To:  Kenny J (WINGNUTKJ)     
37967.12 In reply to 37967.11 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U28qdnx3fiY
http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  Linn (INDYLS)  
 To:  StephenS     
37967.13 In reply to 37967.12 
Hello
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 From:  StephenS  
 To:  Linn (INDYLS)     
37967.14 In reply to 37967.13 
Hi sweatheart.
http://soundcloud.com/stephensuttiehouse
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 From:  graphitone  
 To:  StephenS     
37967.15 In reply to 37967.14 
(fail)

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 From:  StephenS  
 To:  graphitone     
37967.16 In reply to 37967.15 
:{)
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 From:  Weatherlawyer (MIKE)  
 To:  StephenS     
37967.17 In reply to 37967.8 
quote: StephenS

What is the ineternet and WHY do we do it?

 

Why is it here?
What's its purpose?
What's its point?
Its does'nt belong here.

it is the entity, created by Abadun, called a bottomless pit. Originally designed to discover perverts and maltreat them, it took on a life of its own. It is the news now that the four angels have turned on the tap.
Miniature angels come out of it to hurt the men responsible.

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 From:  Weatherlawyer (MIKE)  
 To:  Peter (BOUGHTONP)     
37967.18 In reply to 37967.6 

If you are unhappy with how you are, visit a professionally trained medical advisor and see what they say (i.e. talk to your doctor). They can help you.

If you get people turning up outside your house and harassing you, call the police.

If you get police turning up outside your house and harassing you, you called the wrong tickcyclist. Never get a mindfucker with an American college degree, if you do, call the police before CNN gets photos of you shooting schoolchildren..

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 From:  Manthorp  
 To:  Weatherlawyer (MIKE)     
37967.19 In reply to 37967.17 
Would you like a cup of tea? Teh is a place for gentle ruminance. You might fancy a biscuit, or even a crumpet. All is possible.

"We all have flaws, and mine is being wicked."
James Thurber, The Thirteen Clocks 1951
 
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